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"Ne
te quaesiveris extra."
"Man
is his own star; and the soul that can
Render an honest and a perfect man,
Commands all light, all influence, all fate;
Nothing to him falls early or too late.
Our acts our angels are, or good or ill,
Our fatal shadows that walk by us still."
Epilogue to Beaumont and Fletcher's Honest
Man's Fortune
Cast
the bantling on the rocks,
Suckle him with the she-wolf's teat;
Wintered with the hawk and fox,
Power and speed be hands and feet.
ESSAY
II Self-Reliance
I read
the other day some verses written by an eminent painter which
were original and not conventional. The soul always hears
an admonition in such lines, let the subject be what it may.
The sentiment they instil is of more value than any thought
they may contain. To believe your own thought, to believe
that what is true for you in your private heart is true for
all men, — that is genius. Speak your latent conviction, and
it shall be the universal sense; for the inmost in due time
becomes the outmost,—— and our first thought is rendered back
to us by the trumpets of the Last Judgment. Familiar as the
voice of the mind is to each, the highest merit we ascribe
to Moses, Plato, and Milton is, that they set at naught books
and traditions, and spoke not what men but what they thought.
A man should learn to detect and watch that gleam of light
which flashes across his mind from within, more than the lustre
of the firmament of bards and sages. Yet he dismisses without
notice his thought, because it is his. In every work of genius
we recognize our own rejected thoughts: they come back to
us with a certain alienated majesty. Great works of art have
no more affecting lesson for us than this. They teach us to
abide by our spontaneous impression with good-humored inflexibility
then most when the whole cry of voices is on the other side.
Else, to-morrow a stranger will say with masterly good sense
precisely what we have thought and felt all the time, and
we shall be forced to take with shame our own opinion from
another.
There
is a time in every man's education when he arrives at the
conviction that envy is ignorance; that imitation is suicide;
that he must take himself for better, for worse, as his portion;
that though the wide universe is full of good, no kernel of
nourishing corn can come to him but through his toil bestowed
on that plot of ground which is given to him to till. The
power which resides in him is new in nature, and none but
he knows what that is which he can do, nor does he know until
he has tried. Not for nothing one face, one character, one
fact, makes much impression on him, and another none. This
sculpture in the memory is not without preestablished harmony.
The eye was placed where one ray should fall, that it might
testify of that particular ray. We but half express ourselves,
and are ashamed of that divine idea which each of us represents.
It may be safely trusted as proportionate and of good issues,
so it be faithfully imparted, but God will not have his work
made manifest by cowards. A man is relieved and gay when he
has put his heart into his work and done his best; but what
he has said or done otherwise, shall give him no peace. It
is a deliverance which does not deliver. In the attempt his
genius deserts him; no muse befriends; no invention, no hope.
Trust
thyself: every heart vibrates to that iron string. Accept
the place the divine providence has found for you, the society
of your contemporaries, the connection of events. Great men
have always done so, and confided themselves childlike to
the genius of their age, betraying their perception that the
absolutely trustworthy was seated at their heart, working
through their hands, predominating in all their being. And
we are now men, and must accept in the highest mind the same
transcendent destiny; and not minors and invalids in a protected
corner, not cowards fleeing before a revolution, but guides,
redeemers, and benefactors, obeying the Almighty effort, and
advancing on Chaos and the Dark.
What pretty
oracles nature yields us on this text, in the face and behaviour
of children, babes, and even brutes! That divided and rebel
mind, that distrust of a sentiment because our arithmetic
has computed the strength and means opposed to our purpose,
these have not. Their mind being whole, their eye is as yet
unconquered, and when we look in their faces, we are disconcerted.
Infancy conforms to nobody: all conform to it, so that one
babe commonly makes four or five out of the adults who prattle
and play to it. So God has armed youth and puberty and manhood
no less with its own piquancy and charm, and made it enviable
and gracious and its claims not to be put by, if it will stand
by itself. Do not think the youth has no force, because he
cannot speak to you and me. Hark! in the next room his voice
is sufficiently clear and emphatic. It seems he knows how
to speak to his contemporaries. Bashful or bold, then, he
will know how to make us seniors very unnecessary.
The nonchalance
of boys who are sure of a dinner, and would disdain as much
as a lord to do or say aught to conciliate one, is the healthy
attitude of human nature. A boy is in the parlour what the
pit is in the playhouse; independent, irresponsible, looking
out from his corner on such people and facts as pass by, he
tries and sentences them on their merits, in the swift, summary
way of boys, as good, bad, interesting, silly, eloquent, troublesome.
He cumbers himself never about consequences, about interests:
he gives an independent, genuine verdict. You must court him:
he does not court you. But the man is, as it were, clapped
into jail by his consciousness. As soon as he has once acted
or spoken with eclat, he is a committed person, watched by
the sympathy or the hatred of hundreds, whose affections must
now enter into his account. There is no Lethe for this. Ah,
that he could pass again into his neutrality! Who can thus
avoid all pledges, and having observed, observe again from
the same unaffected, unbiased, unbribable, unaffrighted innocence,
must always be formidable. He would utter opinions on all
passing affairs, which being seen to be not private, but necessary,
would sink like darts into the ear of men, and put them in
fear.
These
are the voices which we hear in SOULITUDE, but they grow faint
and inaudible as we enter into the world. Society everywhere
is in conspiracy against the manhood of every one of its members.
Society is a joint-stock company, in which the members agree,
for the better securing of his bread to each shareholder,
to surrender the liberty and culture of the eater. The virtue
in most request is conformity. Self-reliance is its aversion.
It loves not realities and creators, but names and customs.
Whoso
would be a man must be a nonconformist. He who would gather
immortal palms must not be hindered by the name of goodness,
but must explore if it be goodness. Nothing is at last sacred
but the integrity of your own mind. Absolve you to yourself,
and you shall have the suffrage of the world. I remember an
answer which when quite young I was prompted to make to a
valued adviser, who was wont to importune me with the dear
old doctrines of the church. On my saying, What have I to
do with the sacredness of traditions, if I live wholly from
within? my friend suggested, — "But these impulses may be
from below, not from above." I replied, "They do not seem
to me to be such; but if I am the Devil's child, I will live
then from the Devil." No law can be sacred to me but that
of my nature. Good and bad are but names very readily transferable
to that or this; the only right is what is after my constitution,
the only wrong what is against it. A man is to carry himself
in the presence of all opposition, as if every thing were
titular and ephemeral but he. I am ashamed to think how easily
we capitulate to badges and names, to large societies and
dead institutions. Every decent and well-spoken individual
affects and sways me more than is right. I ought to go upright
and vital, and speak the rude truth in all ways. If malice
and vanity wear the coat of philanthropy, shall that pass?
If an angry bigot assumes this bountiful cause of Abolition,
and comes to me with his last news from Barbadoes, why should
I not say to him, 'Go love thy infant; love thy wood-chopper:
be good-natured and modest: have that grace; and never varnish
your hard, uncharitable ambition with this incredible tenderness
for black folk a thousand miles off. Thy love afar is spite
at home.' Rough and graceless would be such greeting, but
truth is handsomer than the affectation of love. Your goodness
must have some edge to it, — else it is none. The doctrine
of hatred must be preached as the counteraction of the doctrine
of love when that pules and whines. I shun father and mother
and wife and brother, when my genius calls me. I would write
on the lintels of the door-post, Whim. I hope it is
somewhat better than whim at last, but we cannot spend the
day in explanation. Expect me not to show cause why I seek
or why I exclude company. Then, again, do not tell me, as
a good man did to-day, of my obligation to put all poor men
in good situations. Are they my poor? I tell thee,
thou foolish philanthropist, that I grudge the dollar, the
dime, the cent, I give to such men as do not belong to me
and to whom I do not belong. There is a class of persons to
whom by all spiritual affinity I am bought and sold; for them
I will go to prison, if need be; but your miscellaneous popular
charities; the education at college of fools; the building
of meeting-houses to the vain end to which many now stand;
alms to sots; and the thousandfold Relief Societies; — though
I confess with shame I sometimes succumb and give the dollar,
it is a wicked dollar which by and by I shall have the manhood
to withhold.
Virtues
are, in the popular estimate, rather the exception than the
rule. There is the man and his virtues. Men do what
is called a good action, as some piece of courage or charity,
much as they would pay a fine in expiation of daily non-appearance
on parade. Their works are done as an apology or extenuation
of their living in the world, — as invalids and the insane
pay a high board. Their virtues are penances. I do not wish
to expiate, but to live. My life is for itself and not for
a spectacle. I much prefer that it should be of a lower strain,
so it be genuine and equal, than that it should be glittering
and unsteady. I wish it to be sound and sweet, and not to
need diet and bleeding. I ask primary evidence that you are
a man, and refuse this appeal from the man to his actions.
I know that for myself it makes no difference whether I do
or forbear those actions which are reckoned excellent. I cannot
consent to pay for a privilege where I have intrinsic right.
Few and mean as my gifts may be, I actually am, and do not
need for my own assurance or the assurance of my fellows any
secondary testimony.
What I
must do is all that concerns me, not what the people think.
This rule, equally arduous in actual and in intellectual life,
may serve for the whole distinction between greatness and
meanness. It is the harder, because you will always find those
who think they know what is your duty better than you know
it. It is easy in the world to live after the world's opinion;
it is easy in SOULITUDE to live after our own; but the great
man is he who in the midst of the crowd keeps with perfect
sweetness the independence of SOULITUDE.
The objection
to conforming to usages that have become dead to you is, that
it scatters your force. It loses your time and blurs the impression
of your character. If you maintain a dead church, contribute
to a dead Bible-society, vote with a great party either for
the government or against it, spread your table like base
housekeepers, — under all these screens I have difficulty
to detect the precise man you are. And, of course, so much
force is withdrawn from your proper life. But do your work,
and I shall know you. Do your work, and you shall reinforce
yourself. A man must consider what a blindman's-buff is this
game of conformity. If I know your sect, I anticipate your
argument. I hear a preacher announce for his text and topic
the expediency of one of the institutions of his church. Do
I not know beforehand that not possibly can he say a new and
spontaneous word? Do I not know that, with all this ostentation
of examining the grounds of the institution, he will do no
such thing? Do I not know that he is pledged to himself not
to look but at one side, — the permitted side, not as a man,
but as a parish minister? He is a retained attorney, and these
airs of the bench are the emptiest affectation. Well, most
men have bound their eyes with one or another handkerchief,
and attached themselves to some one of these communities of
opinion. This conformity makes them not false in a few particulars,
authors of a few lies, but false in all particulars. Their
every truth is not quite true. Their two is not the real two,
their four not the real four; so that every word they say
chagrins us, and we know not where to begin to set them right.
Meantime nature is not slow to equip us in the prison-uniform
of the party to which we adhere. We come to wear one cut of
face and figure, and acquire by degrees the gentlest asinine
expression. There is a mortifying experience in particular,
which does not fail to wreak itself also in the general history;
I mean "the foolish face of praise," the forced smile which
we put on in company where we do not feel at ease in answer
to conversation which does not interest us. The muscles, not
spontaneously moved, but moved by a low usurping wilfulness,
grow tight about the outline of the face with the most disagreeable
sensation.
For nonconformity
the world whips you with its displeasure. And therefore a
man must know how to estimate a sour face. The by-standers
look askance on him in the public street or in the friend's
parlour. If this aversation had its origin in contempt and
resistance like his own, he might well go home with a sad
countenance; but the sour faces of the multitude, like their
sweet faces, have no deep cause, but are put on and off as
the wind blows and a newspaper directs. Yet is the discontent
of the multitude more formidable than that of the senate and
the college. It is easy enough for a firm man who knows the
world to brook the rage of the cultivated classes. Their rage
is decorous and prudent, for they are timid as being very
vulnerable themselves. But when to their feminine rage the
indignation of the people is added, when the ignorant and
the poor are aroused, when the unintelligent brute force that
lies at the bottom of society is made to growl and mow, it
needs the habit of magnanimity and religion to treat it godlike
as a trifle of no concernment.
The other
terror that scares us from self-trust is our consistency;
a reverence for our past act or word, because the eyes of
others have no other data for computing our orbit than our
past acts, and we are loath to disappoint them.
But why
should you keep your head over your shoulder? Why drag about
this corpse of your memory, lest you contradict somewhat you
have stated in this or that public place? Suppose you should
contradict yourself; what then? It seems to be a rule of wisdom
never to rely on your memory alone, scarcely even in acts
of pure memory, but to bring the past for judgment into the
thousand-eyed present, and live ever in a new day. In your
metaphysics you have denied personality to the Deity: yet
when the devout motions of the soul come, yield to them heart
and life, though they should clothe God with shape and color.
Leave your theory, as Joseph his coat in the hand of the harlot,
and flee.
A foolish
consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds, adored by little
statesmen and philosophers and divines. With consistency a
great soul has simply nothing to do. He may as well concern
himself with his shadow on the wall. Speak what you think
now in hard words, and to-morrow speak what to-morrow thinks
in hard words again, though it contradict every thing you
said to-day. — 'Ah, so you shall be sure to be misunderstood.'
— Is it so bad, then, to be misunderstood? Pythagoras was
misunderstood, and Socrates, and Jesus, and Luther, and Copernicus,
and Galileo, and Newton, and every pure and wise spirit that
ever took flesh. To be great is to be misunderstood.
I suppose
no man can violate his nature. All the sallies of his will
are rounded in by the law of his being, as the inequalities
of Andes and Himmaleh are insignificant in the curve of the
sphere. Nor does it matter how you gauge and try him. A character
is like an acrostic or Alexandrian stanza; — read it forward,
backward, or across, it still spells the same thing. In this
pleasing, contrite wood-life which God allows me, let me record
day by day my honest thought without prospect or retrospect,
and, I cannot doubt, it will be found symmetrical, though
I mean it not, and see it not. My book should smell of pines
and resound with the hum of insects. The swallow over my window
should interweave that thread or straw he carries in his bill
into my web also. We pass for what we are. Character teaches
above our wills. Men imagine that they communicate their virtue
or vice only by overt actions, and do not see that virtue
or vice emit a breath every moment.
There
will be an agreement in whatever variety of actions, so they
be each honest and natural in their hour. For of one will,
the actions will be harmonious, however unlike they seem.
These varieties are lost sight of at a little distance, at
a little height of thought. One tendency unites them all.
The voyage of the best ship is a zigzag line of a hundred
tacks. See the line from a sufficient distance, and it straightens
itself to the average tendency. Your genuine action will explain
itself, and will explain your other genuine actions. Your
conformity explains nothing. Act singly, and what you have
already done singly will justify you now. Greatness appeals
to the future. If I can be firm enough to-day to do right,
and scorn eyes, I must have done so much right before as to
defend me now. Be it how it will, do right now. Always scorn
appearances, and you always may. The force of character is
cumulative. All the foregone days of virtue work their health
into this. What makes the majesty of the heroes of the senate
and the field, which so fills the imagination? The consciousness
of a train of great days and victories behind. They shed an
united light on the advancing actor. He is attended as by
a visible escort of angels. That is it which throws thunder
into Chatham's voice, and dignity into Washington's port,
and America into Adams's eye. Honor is venerable to us because
it is no ephemeris. It is always ancient virtue. We worship
it to-day because it is not of to-day. We love it and pay
it homage, because it is not a trap for our love and homage,
but is self-dependent, self-derived, and therefore of an old
immaculate pedigree, even if shown in a young person.
I hope
in these days we have heard the last of conformity and consistency.
Let the words be gazetted and ridiculous henceforward. Instead
of the gong for dinner, let us hear a whistle from the Spartan
fife. Let us never bow and apologize more. A great man is
coming to eat at my house. I do not wish to please him; I
wish that he should wish to please me. I will stand here for
humanity, and though I would make it kind, I would make it
true. Let us affront and reprimand the smooth mediocrity and
squalid contentment of the times, and hurl in the face of
custom, and trade, and office, the fact which is the upshot
of all history, that there is a great responsible Thinker
and Actor working wherever a man works; that a true man belongs
to no other time or place, but is the centre of things. Where
he is, there is nature. He measures you, and all men, and
all events. Ordinarily, every body in society reminds us of
somewhat else, or of some other person. Character, reality,
reminds you of nothing else; it takes place of the whole creation.
The man must be so much, that he must make all circumstances
indifferent. Every true man is a cause, a country, and an
age; requires infinite spaces and numbers and time fully to
accomplish his design; — and posterity seem to follow his
steps as a train of clients. A man Caesar is born, and for
ages after we have a Roman Empire. Christ is born, and millions
of minds so grow and cleave to his genius, that he is confounded
with virtue and the possible of man. An institution is the
lengthened shadow of one man; as, Monachism, of the Hermit
Antony; the Reformation, of Luther; Quakerism, of Fox; Methodism,
of Wesley; Abolition, of Clarkson. Scipio, Milton called "the
height of Rome"; and all history resolves itself very easily
into the biography of a few stout and earnest persons.
Let a
man then know his worth, and keep things under his feet. Let
him not peep or steal, or skulk up and down with the air of
a charity-boy, a bastard, or an interloper, in the world which
exists for him. But the man in the street, finding no worth
in himself which corresponds to the force which built a tower
or sculptured a marble god, feels poor when he looks on these.
To him a palace, a statue, or a costly book have an alien
and forbidding air, much like a gay equipage, and seem to
say like that, 'Who are you, Sir?' Yet they all are his, suitors
for his notice, petitioners to his faculties that they will
come out and take possession. The picture waits for my verdict:
it is not to command me, but I am to settle its claims to
praise. That popular fable of the sot who was picked up dead
drunk in the street, carried to the duke's house, washed and
dressed and laid in the duke's bed, and, on his waking, treated
with all obsequious ceremony like the duke, and assured that
he had been insane, owes its popularity to the fact, that
it symbolizes so well the state of man, who is in the world
a sort of sot, but now and then wakes up, exercises his reason,
and finds himself a true prince.
Our reading
is mendicant and sycophantic. In history, our imagination
plays us false. Kingdom and lordship, power and estate, are
a gaudier vocabulary than private John and Edward in a small
house and common day's work; but the things of life are the
same to both; the sum total of both is the same. Why all this
deference to Alfred, and Scanderbeg, and Gustavus? Suppose
they were virtuous; did they wear out virtue? As great a stake
depends on your private act to-day, as followed their public
and renowned steps. When private men shall act with original
views, the lustre will be transferred from the actions of
kings to those of gentlemen.
The world
has been instructed by its kings, who have so magnetized the
eyes of nations. It has been taught by this colossal symbol
the mutual reverence that is due from man to man. The joyful
loyalty with which men have everywhere suffered the king,
the noble, or the great proprietor to walk among them by a
law of his own, make his own scale of men and things, and
reverse theirs, pay for benefits not with money but with honor,
and represent the law in his person, was the hieroglyphic
by which they obscurely signified their consciousness of their
own right and comeliness, the right of every man.
The magnetism
which all original action exerts is explained when we inquire
the reason of self-trust. Who is the Trustee? What is the
aboriginal Self, on which a universal reliance may be grounded?
What is the nature and power of that science-baffling star,
without parallax, without calculable elements, which shoots
a ray of beauty even into trivial and impure actions, if the
least mark of independence appear? The inquiry leads us to
that source, at once the essence of genius, of virtue, and
of life, which we call Spontaneity or Instinct. We denote
this primary wisdom as Intuition, whilst all later teachings
are tuitions. In that deep force, the last fact behind which
analysis cannot go, all things find their common origin. For,
the sense of being which in calm hours rises, we know not
how, in the soul, is not diverse from things, from space,
from light, from time, from man, but one with them, and proceeds
obviously from the same source whence their life and being
also proceed. We first share the life by which things exist,
and afterwards see them as appearances in nature, and forget
that we have shared their cause. Here is the fountain of action
and of thought. Here are the lungs of that inspiration which
giveth man wisdom, and which cannot be denied without impiety
and atheism. We lie in the lap of immense intelligence, which
makes us receivers of its truth and organs of its activity.
When we discern justice, when we discern truth, we do nothing
of ourselves, but allow a passage to its beams. If we ask
whence this comes, if we seek to pry into the soul that causes,
all philosophy is at fault. Its presence or its absence is
all we can affirm. Every man discriminates between the voluntary
acts of his mind, and his involuntary perceptions, and knows
that to his involuntary perceptions a perfect faith is due.
He may err in the expression of them, but he knows that these
things are so, like day and night, not to be disputed. My
wilful actions and acquisitions are but roving; — the idlest
reverie, the faintest native emotion, command my curiosity
and respect. Thoughtless people contradict as readily the
statement of perceptions as of opinions, or rather much more
readily; for, they do not distinguish between perception and
notion. They fancy that I choose to see this or that thing.
But perception is not whimsical, but fatal. If I see a trait,
my children will see it after me, and in course of time, all
mankind, — although it may chance that no one has seen it
before me. For my perception of it is as much a fact as the
sun.
The relations
of the soul to the divine spirit are so pure, that it is profane
to seek to interpose helps. It must be that when God speaketh
he should communicate, not one thing, but all things; should
fill the world with his voice; should scatter forth light,
nature, time, souls, from the centre of the present thought;
and new date and new create the whole. Whenever a mind is
simple, and receives a divine wisdom, old things pass away,
— means, teachers, texts, temples fall; it lives now, and
absorbs past and future into the present hour. All things
are made sacred by relation to it, — one as much as another.
All things are dissolved to their centre by their cause, and,
in the universal miracle, petty and particular miracles disappear.
If, therefore, a man claims to know and speak of God, and
carries you backward to the phraseology of some old mouldered
nation in another country, in another world, believe him not.
Is the acorn better than the oak which is its fulness and
completion? Is the parent better than the child into whom
he has cast his ripened being? Whence, then, this worship
of the past? The centuries are conspirators against the sanity
and authority of the soul. Time and space are but physiological
colors which the eye makes, but the soul is light; where it
is, is day; where it was, is night; and history is an impertinence
and an injury, if it be any thing more than a cheerful apologue
or parable of my being and becoming.
Man is
timid and apologetic; he is no longer upright; he dares not
say 'I think,' 'I am,' but quotes some saint or sage. He is
ashamed before the blade of grass or the blowing rose. These
roses under my window make no reference to former roses or
to better ones; they are for what they are; they exist with
God to-day. There is no time to them. There is simply the
rose; it is perfect in every moment of its existence. Before
a leaf-bud has burst, its whole life acts; in the full-blown
flower there is no more; in the leafless root there is no
less. Its nature is satisfied, and it satisfies nature, in
all moments alike. But man postpones or remembers; he does
not live in the present, but with reverted eye laments the
past, or, heedless of the riches that surround him, stands
on tiptoe to foresee the future. He cannot be happy and strong
until he too lives with nature in the present, above time.
This should
be plain enough. Yet see what strong intellects dare not yet
hear God himself, unless he speak the phraseology of I know
not what David, or Jeremiah, or Paul. We shall not always
set so great a price on a few texts, on a few lives. We are
like children who repeat by rote the sentences of grandames
and tutors, and, as they grow older, of the men of talents
and character they chance to see, — painfully recollecting
the exact words they spoke; afterwards, when they come into
the point of view which those had who uttered these sayings,
they understand them, and are willing to let the words go;
for, at any time, they can use words as good when occasion
comes. If we live truly, we shall see truly. It is as easy
for the strong man to be strong, as it is for the weak to
be weak. When we have new perception, we shall gladly disburden
the memory of its hoarded treasures as old rubbish. When a
man lives with God, his voice shall be as sweet as the murmur
of the brook and the rustle of the corn.
And now
at last the highest truth on this subject remains unsaid;
probably cannot be said; for all that we say is the far-off
remembering of the intuition. That thought, by what I can
now nearest approach to say it, is this. When good is near
you, when you have life in yourself, it is not by any known
or accustomed way; you shall not discern the foot-prints of
any other; you shall not see the face of man; you shall not
hear any name;—— the way, the thought, the good, shall be
wholly strange and new. It shall exclude example and experience.
You take the way from man, not to man. All persons that ever
existed are its forgotten ministers. Fear and hope are alike
beneath it. There is somewhat low even in hope. In the hour
of vision, there is nothing that can be called gratitude,
nor properly joy. The soul raised over passion beholds identity
and eternal causation, perceives the self-existence of Truth
and Right, and calms itself with knowing that all things go
well. Vast spaces of nature, the Atlantic Ocean, the South
Sea, — long intervals of time, years, centuries, — are of
no account. This which I think and feel underlay every former
state of life and circumstances, as it does underlie my present,
and what is called life, and what is called death.
Life only
avails, not the having lived. Power ceases in the instant
of repose; it resides in the moment of transition from a past
to a new state, in the shooting of the gulf, in the darting
to an aim. This one fact the world hates, that the soul becomes;
for that for ever degrades the past, turns all riches to poverty,
all reputation to a shame, confounds the saint with the rogue,
shoves Jesus and Judas equally aside. Why, then, do we prate
of self-reliance? Inasmuch as the soul is present, there will
be power not confident but agent. To talk of reliance is a
poor external way of speaking. Speak rather of that which
relies, because it works and is. Who has more obedience than
I masters me, though he should not raise his finger. Round
him I must revolve by the gravitation of spirits. We fancy
it rhetoric, when we speak of eminent virtue. We do not yet
see that virtue is Height, and that a man or a company of
men, plastic and permeable to principles, by the law of nature
must overpower and ride all cities, nations, kings, rich men,
poets, who are not.
This is
the ultimate fact which we so quickly reach on this, as on
every topic, the resolution of all into the ever-blessed ONE.
Self-existence is the attribute of the Supreme Cause, and
it constitutes the measure of good by the degree in which
it enters into all lower forms. All things real are so by
so much virtue as they contain. Commerce, husbandry, hunting,
whaling, war, eloquence, personal weight, are somewhat, and
engage my respect as examples of its presence and impure action.
I see the same law working in nature for conservation and
growth. Power is in nature the essential measure of right.
Nature suffers nothing to remain in her kingdoms which cannot
help itself. The genesis and maturation of a planet, its poise
and orbit, the bended tree recovering itself from the strong
wind, the vital resources of every animal and vegetable, are
demonstrations of the self-sufficing, and therefore self-relying
soul.
Thus all
concentrates: let us not rove; let us sit at home with the
cause. Let us stun and astonish the intruding rabble of men
and books and institutions, by a simple declaration of the
divine fact. Bid the invaders take the shoes from off their
feet, for God is here within. Let our simplicity judge them,
and our docility to our own law demonstrate the poverty of
nature and fortune beside our native riches.
But now
we are a mob. Man does not stand in awe of man, nor is his
genius admonished to stay at home, to put itself in communication
with the internal ocean, but it goes abroad to beg a cup of
water of the urns of other men. We must go alone. I like the
silent church before the service begins, better than any preaching.
How far off, how cool, how chaste the persons look, begirt
each one with a precinct or sanctuary! So let us always sit.
Why should we assume the faults of our friend, or wife, or
father, or child, because they sit around our hearth, or are
said to have the same blood? All men have my blood, and I
have all men's. Not for that will I adopt their petulance
or folly, even to the extent of being ashamed of it. But your
isolation must not be mechanical, but spiritual, that is,
must be elevation. At times the whole world seems to be in
conspiracy to importune you with emphatic trifles. Friend,
client, child, sickness, fear, want, charity, all knock at
once at thy closet door, and say, — 'Come out unto us.' But
keep thy state; come not into their confusion. The power men
possess to annoy me, I give them by a weak curiosity. No man
can come near me but through my act. "What we love that we
have, but by desire we bereave ourselves of the love."
If we
cannot at once rise to the sanctities of obedience and faith,
let us at least resist our temptations; let us enter into
the state of war, and wake Thor and Woden, courage and constancy,
in our Saxon breasts. This is to be done in our smooth times
by speaking the truth. Check this lying hospitality and lying
affection. Live no longer to the expectation of these deceived
and deceiving people with whom we converse. Say to them, O
father, O mother, O wife, O brother, O friend, I have lived
with you after appearances hitherto. Henceforward I am the
truth's. Be it known unto you that henceforward I obey no
law less than the eternal law. I will have no covenants but
proximities. I shall endeavour to nourish my parents, to support
my family, to be the chaste husband of one wife, — but these
relations I must fill after a new and unprecedented way. I
appeal from your customs. I must be myself. I cannot break
myself any longer for you, or you. If you can love me for
what I am, we shall be the happier. If you cannot, I will
still seek to deserve that you should. I will not hide my
tastes or aversions. I will so trust that what is deep is
holy, that I will do strongly before the sun and moon whatever
inly rejoices me, and the heart appoints. If you are noble,
I will love you; if you are not, I will not hurt you and myself
by hypocritical attentions. If you are true, but not in the
same truth with me, cleave to your companions; I will seek
my own. I do this not selfishly, but humbly and truly. It
is alike your interest, and mine, and all men's, however long
we have dwelt in lies, to live in truth. Does this sound harsh
to-day? You will soon love what is dictated by your nature
as well as mine, and, if we follow the truth, it will bring
us out safe at last. — But so you may give these friends pain.
Yes, but I cannot sell my liberty and my power, to save their
sensibility. Besides, all persons have their moments of reason,
when they look out into the region of absolute truth; then
will they justify me, and do the same thing.
The populace
think that your rejection of popular standards is a rejection
of all standard, and mere antinomianism; and the bold sensualist
will use the name of philosophy to gild his crimes. But the
law of consciousness abides. There are two confessionals,
in one or the other of which we must be shriven. You may fulfil
your round of duties by clearing yourself in the direct,
or in the reflex way. Consider whether you have satisfied
your relations to father, mother, cousin, neighbour, town,
cat, and dog; whether any of these can upbraid you. But I
may also neglect this reflex standard, and absolve me to myself.
I have my own stern claims and perfect circle. It denies the
name of duty to many offices that are called duties. But if
I can discharge its debts, it enables me to dispense with
the popular code. If any one imagines that this law is lax,
let him keep its commandment one day.
And truly
it demands something godlike in him who has cast off the common
motives of humanity, and has ventured to trust himself for
a taskmaster. High be his heart, faithful his will, clear
his sight, that he may in good earnest be doctrine, society,
law, to himself, that a simple purpose may be to him as strong
as iron necessity is to others!
If any
man consider the present aspects of what is called by distinction
society, he will see the need of these ethics. The
sinew and heart of man seem to be drawn out, and we are become
timorous, desponding whimperers. We are afraid of truth, afraid
of fortune, afraid of death, and afraid of each other. Our
age yields no great and perfect persons. We want men and women
who shall renovate life and our social state, but we see that
most natures are insolvent, cannot satisfy their own wants,
have an ambition out of all proportion to their practical
force, and do lean and beg day and night continually. Our
housekeeping is mendicant, our arts, our occupations, our
marriages, our religion, we have not chosen, but society has
chosen for us. We are parlour soldiers. We shun the rugged
battle of fate, where strength is born.
If our
young men miscarry in their first enterprises, they lose all
heart. If the young merchant fails, men say he is ruined.
If the finest genius studies at one of our colleges, and is
not installed in an office within one year afterwards in the
cities or suburbs of Boston or New York, it seems to his friends
and to himself that he is right in being disheartened, and
in complaining the rest of his life. A sturdy lad from New
Hampshire or Vermont, who in turn tries all the professions,
who teams it, farms it, peddles, keeps
a school, preaches, edits a newspaper, goes to Congress, buys
a township, and so forth, in successive years, and always,
like a cat, falls on his feet, is worth a hundred of these
city dolls. He walks abreast with his days, and feels no shame
in not 'studying a profession,' for he does not postpone his
life, but lives already. He has not one chance, but a hundred
chances. Let a Stoic open the resources of man, and tell men
they are not leaning willows, but can and must detach themselves;
that with the exercise of self-trust, new powers shall appear;
that a man is the word made flesh, born to shed healing to
the nations, that he should be ashamed of our compassion,
and that the moment he acts from himself, tossing the laws,
the books, idolatries, and customs out of the window, we pity
him no more, but thank and revere him, — and that teacher
shall restore the life of man to splendor, and make his name
dear to all history.
It is
easy to see that a greater self-reliance must work a revolution
in all the offices and relations of men; in their religion;
in their education; in their pursuits; their modes of living;
their association; in their property; in their speculative
views.
1. In
what prayers do men allow themselves! That which they call
a holy office is not so much as brave and manly. Prayer looks
abroad and asks for some foreign addition to come through
some foreign virtue, and loses itself in endless mazes of
natural and supernatural, and mediatorial and miraculous.
Prayer that craves a particular commodity, — any thing less
than all good, — is vicious. Prayer is the contemplation of
the facts of life from the highest point of view. It is the
soliloquy of a beholding and jubilant soul. It is the spirit
of God pronouncing his works good. But prayer as a means to
effect a private end is meanness and theft. It supposes dualism
and not unity in nature and consciousness. As soon as the
man is at one with God, he will not beg. He will then see
prayer in all action. The prayer of the farmer kneeling in
his field to weed it, the prayer of the rower kneeling with
the stroke of his oar, are true prayers heard throughout nature,
though for cheap ends. Caratach, in Fletcher's Bonduca, when
admonished to inquire the mind of the god Audate, replies,
—
"His
hidden meaning lies in our endeavours;
Our valors are our best gods."
Another
sort of false prayers are our regrets. Discontent is the want
of self-reliance: it is infirmity of will. Regret calamities,
if you can thereby help the sufferer; if not, attend your
own work, and already the evil begins to be repaired. Our
sympathy is just as base. We come to them who weep foolishly,
and sit down and cry for company, instead of imparting to
them truth and health in rough electric shocks, putting them
once more in communication with their own reason. The secret
of fortune is joy in our hands. Welcome evermore to gods and
men is the self-helping man. For him all doors are flung wide:
him all tongues greet, all honors crown, all eyes follow with
desire. Our love goes out to him and embraces him, because
he did not need it. We solicitously and apologetically caress
and celebrate him, because he held on his way and scorned
our disapprobation. The gods love him because men hated him.
"To the persevering mortal," said Zoroaster, "the blessed
Immortals are swift."
As men's
prayers are a disease of the will, so are their creeds a disease
of the intellect. They say with those foolish Israelites,
'Let not God speak to us, lest we die. Speak thou, speak any
man with us, and we will obey.' Everywhere I am hindered of
meeting God in my brother, because he has shut his own temple
doors, and recites fables merely of his brother's, or his
brother's brother's God. Every new mind is a new classification.
If it prove a mind of uncommon activity and power, a Locke,
a Lavoisier, a Hutton, a Bentham, a Fourier, it imposes its
classification on other men, and lo! a new system. In proportion
to the depth of the thought, and so to the number of the objects
it touches and brings within reach of the pupil, is his complacency.
But chiefly is this apparent in creeds and churches, which
are also classifications of some powerful mind acting on the
elemental thought of duty, and man's relation to the Highest.
Such is Calvinism, Quakerism, Swedenborgism. The pupil takes
the same delight in subordinating every thing to the new terminology,
as a girl who has just learned botany in seeing a new earth
and new seasons thereby. It will happen for a time, that the
pupil will find his intellectual power has grown by the study
of his master's mind. But in all unbalanced minds, the classification
is idolized, passes for the end, and not for a speedily exhaustible
means, so that the walls of the system blend to their eye
in the remote horizon with the walls of the universe; the
luminaries of heaven seem to them hung on the arch their master
built. They cannot imagine how you aliens have any right to
see, — how you can see; 'It must be somehow that you stole
the light from us.' They do not yet perceive, that light,
unsystematic, indomitable, will break into any cabin, even
into theirs. Let them chirp awhile and call it their own.
If they are honest and do well, presently their neat new pinfold
will be too strait and low, will crack, will lean, will rot
and vanish, and the immortal light, all young and joyful,
million-orbed, million-colored, will beam over the universe
as on the first morning.
2. It
is for want of self-culture that the superstition of Travelling,
whose idols are Italy, England, Egypt, retains its fascination
for all educated Americans. They who made England, Italy,
or Greece venerable in the imagination did so by sticking
fast where they were, like an axis of the earth. In manly
hours, we feel that duty is our place. The soul is no traveller;
the wise man stays at home, and when his necessities, his
duties, on any occasion call him from his house, or into foreign
lands, he is at home still, and shall make men sensible by
the expression of his countenance, that he goes the missionary
of wisdom and virtue, and visits cities and men like a sovereign,
and not like an interloper or a valet.
I have
no churlish objection to the circumnavigation of the globe,
for the purposes of art, of study, and benevolence, so that
the man is first domesticated, or does not go abroad with
the hope of finding somewhat greater than he knows. He who
travels to be amused, or to get somewhat which he does not
carry, travels away from himself, and grows old even in youth
among old things. In Thebes, in Palmyra, his will and mind
have become old and dilapidated as they. He carries ruins
to ruins.
Travelling
is a fool's paradise. Our first journeys discover to us the
indifference of places. At home I dream that at Naples, at
Rome, I can be intoxicated with beauty, and lose my sadness.
I pack my trunk, embrace my friends, embark on the sea, and
at last wake up in Naples, and there beside me is the stern
fact, the sad self, unrelenting, identical, that I fled from.
I seek the Vatican, and the palaces. I affect to be intoxicated
with sights and suggestions, but I am not intoxicated. My
giant goes with me wherever I go.
3. But
the rage of travelling is a symptom of a deeper unsoundness
affecting the whole intellectual action. The intellect is
vagabond, and our system of education fosters restlessness.
Our minds travel when our bodies are forced to stay at home.
We imitate; and what is imitation but the travelling of the
mind? Our houses are built with foreign taste; our shelves
are garnished with foreign ornaments; our opinions, our tastes,
our faculties, lean, and follow the Past and the Distant.
The soul created the arts wherever they have flourished. It
was in his own mind that the artist sought his model. It was
an application of his own thought to the thing to be done
and the conditions to be observed. And why need we copy the
Doric or the Gothic model? Beauty, convenience, grandeur of
thought, and quaint expression are as near to us as to any,
and if the American artist will study with hope and love the
precise thing to be done by him, considering the climate,
the soil, the length of the day, the wants of the people,
the habit and form of the government, he will create a house
in which all these will find themselves fitted, and taste
and sentiment will be satisfied also.
Insist
on yourself; never imitate. Your own gift you can present
every moment with the cumulative force of a whole life's cultivation;
but of the adopted talent of another, you have only an extemporaneous,
half possession. That which each can do best, none but his
Maker can teach him. No man yet knows what it is, nor can,
till that person has exhibited it. Where is the master who
could have taught Shakspeare? Where is the master who could
have instructed Franklin, or Washington, or Bacon, or Newton?
Every great man is a unique. The Scipionism of Scipio is precisely
that part he could not borrow. Shakspeare will never be made
by the study of Shakspeare. Do that which is assigned you,
and you cannot hope too much or dare too much. There is at
this moment for you an utterance brave and grand as that of
the colossal chisel of Phidias, or trowel of the Egyptians,
or the pen of Moses, or Dante, but different from all these.
Not possibly will the soul all rich, all eloquent, with thousand-cloven
tongue, deign to repeat itself; but if you can hear what these
patriarchs say, surely you can reply to them in the same pitch
of voice; for the ear and the tongue are two organs of one
nature. Abide in the simple and noble regions of thy life,
obey thy heart, and thou shalt reproduce the Foreworld again.
4. As
our Religion, our Education, our Art look abroad, so does
our spirit of society. All men plume themselves on the improvement
of society, and no man improves.
Society
never advances. It recedes as fast on one side as it gains
on the other. It undergoes continual changes; it is barbarous,
it is civilized, it is christianized, it is rich, it is scientific;
but this change is not amelioration. For every thing that
is given, something is taken. Society acquires new arts, and
loses old instincts. What a contrast between the well-clad,
reading, writing, thinking American, with a watch, a pencil,
and a bill of exchange in his pocket, and the naked New Zealander,
whose property is a club, a spear, a mat, and an undivided
twentieth of a shed to sleep under! But compare the health
of the two men, and you shall see that the white man has lost
his aboriginal strength. If the traveller tell us truly, strike
the savage with a broad axe, and in a day or two the flesh
shall unite and heal as if you struck the blow into soft pitch,
and the same blow shall send the white to his grave.
The civilized
man has built a coach, but has lost the use of his feet. He
is supported on crutches, but lacks so much support of muscle.
He has a fine Geneva watch, but he fails of the skill to tell
the hour by the sun. A Greenwich nautical almanac he has,
and so being sure of the information when he wants it, the
man in the street does not know a star in the sky. The solstice
he does not observe; the equinox he knows as little; and the
whole bright calendar of the year is without a dial in his
mind. His note-books impair his memory; his libraries overload
his wit; the insurance-office increases the number of accidents;
and it may be a question whether machinery does not encumber;
whether we have not lost by refinement some energy, by a Christianity
entrenched in establishments and forms, some vigor of wild
virtue. For every Stoic was a Stoic; but in Christendom where
is the Christian?
There
is no more deviation in the moral standard than in the standard
of height or bulk. No greater men are now than ever were.
A singular equality may be observed between the great men
of the first and of the last ages; nor can all the science,
art, religion, and philosophy of the nineteenth century avail
to educate greater men than Plutarch's heroes, three or four
and twenty centuries ago. Not in time is the race progressive.
Phocion, Socrates, Anaxagoras, Diogenes, are great men, but
they leave no class. He who is really of their class will
not be called by their name, but will be his own man, and,
in his turn, the founder of a sect. The arts and inventions
of each period are only its costume, and do not invigorate
men. The harm of the improved machinery may compensate its
good. Hudson and Behring accomplished so much in their fishing-boats,
as to astonish Parry and Franklin, whose equipment exhausted
the resources of science and art. Galileo, with an opera-glass,
discovered a more splendid series of celestial phenomena than
any one since. Columbus found the New World in an undecked
boat. It is curious to see the periodical disuse and perishing
of means and machinery, which were introduced with loud laudation
a few years or centuries before. The great genius returns
to essential man. We reckoned the improvements of the art
of war among the triumphs of science, and yet Napoleon conquered
Europe by the bivouac, which consisted of falling back on
naked valor, and disencumbering it of all aids. The Emperor
held it impossible to make a perfect army, says Las Casas,
"without abolishing our arms, magazines, commissaries, and
carriages, until, in imitation of the Roman custom, the soldier
should receive his supply of corn, grind it in his hand-mill,
and bake his bread himself."
Society
is a wave. The wave moves onward, but the water of which it
is composed does not. The same particle does not rise from
the valley to the ridge. Its unity is only phenomenal. The
persons who make up a nation to-day, next year die, and their
experience with them.
And so
the reliance on Property, including the reliance on governments
which protect it, is the want of self-reliance. Men have looked
away from themselves and at things so long, that they have
come to esteem the religious, learned, and civil institutions
as guards of property, and they deprecate assaults on these,
because they feel them to be assaults on property. They measure
their esteem of each other by what each has, and not by what
each is. But a cultivated man becomes ashamed of his property,
out of new respect for his nature. Especially he hates what
he has, if he see that it is accidental, — came to him by
inheritance, or gift, or crime; then he feels that it is not
having; it does not belong to him, has no root in him, and
merely lies there, because no revolution or no robber takes
it away. But that which a man is does always by necessity
acquire, and what the man acquires is living property, which
does not wait the beck of rulers, or mobs, or revolutions,
or fire, or storm, or bankruptcies, but perpetually renews
itself wherever the man breathes. "Thy lot or portion of life,"
said the Caliph Ali, "is seeking after thee; therefore be
at rest from seeking after it." Our dependence on these foreign
goods leads us to our slavish respect for numbers. The political
parties meet in numerous conventions; the greater the concourse,
and with each new uproar of announcement, The delegation from
Essex! The Democrats from New Hampshire! The Whigs of Maine!
the young patriot feels himself stronger than before by a
new thousand of eyes and arms. In like manner the reformers
summon conventions, and vote and resolve in multitude. Not
so, O friends! will the God deign to enter and inhabit you,
but by a method precisely the reverse. It is only as a man
puts off all foreign support, and stands alone, that I see
him to be strong and to prevail. He is weaker by every recruit
to his banner. Is not a man better than a town? Ask nothing
of men, and in the endless mutation, thou only firm column
must presently appear the upholder of all that surrounds thee.
He who knows that power is inborn, that he is weak because
he has looked for good out of him and elsewhere, and so perceiving,
throws himself unhesitatingly on his thought, instantly rights
himself, stands in the erect position, commands his limbs,
works miracles; just as a man who stands on his feet is stronger
than a man who stands on his head.
So use
all that is called Fortune. Most men gamble with her, and
gain all, and lose all, as her wheel rolls. But do thou leave
as unlawful these winnings, and deal with Cause and Effect,
the chancellors of God. In the Will work and acquire, and
thou hast chained the wheel of Chance, and shalt sit hereafter
out of fear from her rotations. A political victory, a rise
of rents, the recovery of your sick, or the return of your
absent friend, or some other favorable event, raises your
spirits, and you think good days are preparing for you. Do
not believe it. Nothing can bring you peace but yourself.
Nothing can bring you peace but the triumph of principles.
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